I always said to my husband after my youngest was born that if I ever have another I will wait till she starts school at 5.
But now I'm not sure. On one hand I think that dealing with a new born would be easier if all my kids were in school but then again if I wait till she is 5 then I'm starting all this baby buisness all over again aren't I?
We will be getting a car this year and sorting quite a few things out and again part of me feels I should do these things first but then I think 'feck it, its the last one'
Its a big worry about contraception as well, If we decide not to then I have to have the implant which I am wary of.
If I had number 4, I know I wouldn't want any more and would be happy for DH to get the snip.
Lastly, I've just started some tablets for anxiety and want to give them a chance to work, I can't get pregnant on them ... so thats the main thing stopping me really. I know in reality I have to wait because of this but I'm not sure what I feel anymore!