Not sure if I am looking for an advice or just want to talk about it. Feeling sad as I have nobody to talk about this because my friends and family say I am bonkers for even mentioning another baby.
Me and husband have 3 kids aged 7, 4 and 1. I am very grateful for having my 3 but the more I think about it the more I realise I would like another one. Don't feel like I am 'done' or 'finished'. Can't help but think I would regret if I didn't at least try for one more and I would always look at my 3 kids and think there could be another one but there isn't.
Here's the problem - my husband doesn't want any more. There is no way I could convince him to try for one more as he wasn't keen on having a third child. He agreed eventually because he knew how much I wanted it. Now that baby is here he loves him dearly but it took him a while to get his head round the fact there will be 3 kids in the house.
There is no reason why we could't have one more apart from the fact my husband doesn't want one. Financially we can afford it, plenty of space for everyone in the house and in the car, I have kept all the baby/maternity stuff. I am at home staying parent so it would be mostly me looking after children like I already do. I feel confident I could manage another one, I look at my youngest one and I just can't believe this is it.