For the past 12 months the urge to have another child has been completely overwhelming for me, and it's tearing me apart.
We have four children. A year after our youngest was born, DH had a vasectomy because we both said we were done. She's five now and I really regret making that decision. I've suppressed it and tried to forget about it, I can't. The want for another child is all encompassing, it bothers me all the time, I've spent hours laying awake at night upsetting myself over the fact I won't ever be able to have another.
Has anyone dealt with this and got through it without driving themselves completely insane? Because I know I'm being irrational, I have four beautiful and healthy children, I should be content with that; yet my brain keeps insisting otherwise.
Someone knock some sense into me, please!