My husband is abusive physically and mentally he's emotionally messed with my head so much that I'm shaking typing this message. I'm scared to tell anyone becasue I feel like he will leave me and he's drilled into my head that I can't cope without him. It's silly but I feel like it's true like I'm worthless and no one will want me.
How shall I get out the trap? I have two children to look after....it's difficult. I'm not with him I made brave step to leave him and I don't live woth him but he still has contact with me and messes with my head.