Hostages

[petuniasandpetals]

I'm really worried that the hostages won't be free/alive.
I was horrified when I heard someone on the news say that. But the more I watch the news the more worried I feel.

The thought is unbearable. I can’t imagine what is happening and the hell their loved ones are enduring. The suffering of people who just want to live a normal life is just horrific

Sadly I can't imagine half of them made it past the first few days. The ladies that have been released were only kept in group of 25 hostages. I can imagine they planned to have 2 or 3 groups like this hidden in different large chambers in their tunnels. However it seems that the whole mission went better than they hoped. They killed more people and took more hostages. Therefore I think some won't have been taken to be protected by their own Hamas security guard. Without that I truly don't want to think about how they were treated.

I can't stop thinking about baby Kfir and little Ariel Bibas, the red-haired boys. At least they're with their ima.

My children are exactly their age, and I cry for the Bibas boys whenever I put my two to bed.

I have been trying since 7th October to not think about those babies. It is more than my emotions about all this can deal with. The fact that people are dismissive of the hostages or can deface and rip down those posters is beyond anything I can bare.

Those two are on my mind a lot too, I have a little red-haired GC in Israel.