Hi everyone.
It's been 3 years of trying and I've never had a live birth, just 2 miscarriages. Still no answers and it's all being classed as unexplained.
After a year trying to concieve we started doing IVF privately as NHS in our area would only fund if no clinical pregnancy for 2 years and under 35. Have just had two failed transfers and now planning more tests which is costing a small fortune before transferring the last embryo.
I'm just feeling so frustrated and deflated. It happens so easily for so many people and I feel like I'm stuck in a bubble whilst everyone else's lives (and pregnancies) keep moving on around me. I feel so isolated because of it. The financial strain is starting to get to me as well. I've made so many sacrifices and I just don't know if this is ever going to end. I can't make sense of it and it feels so unfair.
I just need to vent and to share this, so thank you for reading.