Does this feeling of deep loss get better and how can I come to terms with the possibility of never having a child? I dealt with the failed transfer alright but we went to see my consultant and he couldn’t access our notes. We have 2 blasts in the freezer (not tested) but he started by saying that we could do another ivf round with more drugs (lots of detail around the drugs) to fix the fact that we only collected 4 eggs due to my low AMH. During the appointment I started thinking that this can’t be my life. I’m not strong enough for all this. I struggled to make the decision to have one round of IVF as I got cold feet before starting treatment. When we eventually managed to mention the embryos he said that they will stay frozen and lots of couples like banking more and more embryos. He eventually talked about lots of blood tests and biopsies I could do before another transfer but he said these are usually done after multiple implantation failures. I have feelings of deep regret for not starting ttc sooner (started at 33 now 35 classed as unexplained). I feel like my body is failing me. Starting a family was meant to be a happy time in our lives but instead it’s turned into tears, pain, loss. I want to feel like myself again but it’s really difficult. I know so many other women on here who are strong and do multiple rounds of IVF till they get their miracle. I wish I was like that but I’m not :(