I've been off contraceptive for 2 years. I have polycystic ovaries (not been diagnosed with PCOS) and my right tube is blocked, doctors aren't interested in looking further into it. I had a scan last month but they're refusing to give me the results no matter how much I ask. I don't have regular periods, never have done as I was constantly on the pill aged 12-18, which is probably why my body is so messed up. My cycles range from 12-38 days according to the flo app, so really inconsistent. I'm not convinced I ovulate as I've never had a positive LH test.
For the last few weeks I've been getting really faint lines on every single test. First time I thought chemical as I ended up getting faint positives then negative, to end up bleeding heavily a few hours later. But I'm now wondering if I've been getting evaps on every single test all along. This week I've got 2 very awfully convincing evaps in a row Monday and Tuesday. Took 2 clearblues today which didn't even have a hint of a line. I honestly feel so cheated, how can a line this bold possibly be an evap?! I have a mixture of feelings. Angry, depressed. Anyone else been in this situation? And how do you deal with these feelings? 😞