Looking for support going forward after ivf miscarriage

[BlueMumma2018]

Pcos + male factor, 1 child naturally conceived.

our first round of ivf icsi resulted in 4 embryos. First fresh failed, second 1 failed to thaw and the last 2 were placed back. I had a missed miscarriage at 6 weeks.

I can only describe the past month as a complete daze. I have found it utterly devastating.

I’m looking for support/ experience going forward as I constantly think one of the two of; I have to give up it will never work and I will become more depressed at every fail, or, it could work again and I will lose that opportunity. I feel so damned either way and just want some peace. I don’t want to waste time with our precious daughter being sad over what could be but then again I don’t want her to miss out on what could be a sibling.

has anyone been in this headspace? It’s consuming me..

Sorry to hear about the difficulties you've been going through.

You'll find no shortage of people in similar positions in here. I would suggest taking a look at one of the busy threads on this forum. Many are in a similar boat.

I don't know the details of your story but based on what you've said, i would say don't give up just yet. There's still hope