I have one child already and have been trying for my second for a year. I know this is relatively short compared to some and I'm grateful that I have my son already...but I'm starting to absolutely hate the process of trying to conceive. I've had two miscarriages this year, the second one landed me in hospital for heavy bleeding which coincided with me having covid so I had to be isolated. We just started trying to conceive again, first month I didn't ovulate and second month I got a very faint line but have tested again today and I can see the line is getting fainter so that's another disappointment.
I feel like I'm so sick of waiting around for this baby to happen and my life is on hold until this happens. I feel like I am constantly being disappointed and then having to process it, pick myself up and then try again only for the same thing to happen.
Nothing else to say really, just that I hate this.