Have been trying for baby number 2 for almost 4 years, under fertility consultant so been through all of the tests etc. Had a mmc late last year and an ectopic earlier this year which resulted in a tube removal. Enough time has passed to go back to the fertility clinic for more ovulation inducing medication however due to the tube removal they need me to have another hsg which means another triple swab.
I just feel so fed up why this is so hard and why I have to go through this :( a small part of me just wants to give up but it’s been so long and the 2 losses and tube removal will feel pointless and such a waste of time if I give up now! I know I’ll feel okay in a few days and ready to keep trying but having a really low day and needed to vent :(
ps I know I’m so lucky to have 1 already but struggling to feel positive today at all and just sick of being prodded and poked and cut and scraped and everything else this process has done to me