After 3 failed cycles over 4.5 years TTC we are taking a break from IVF. We have MFI likely due to childhood surgery and DH trying proxeed and I want to bring my weight down slightly so my bmi is in healthy range.
I also want to work on stress levels but as the months go by I'm more and more obsessed with having a baby and it's just consumed my life. I'm tearful most days, struggle to be happy for others who are pregant, and worry my stress and anger is making TTC difficult and then stress about the fact I'm stressed.
I have left a stressful job in the hope it helps but it hasn't. Had lots of counselling as well but can't seem to accept we may never have kids. Tried reflexology. Not keen on antidepressant medication right now for various reasons. We moved for DHs work so I don't have many friends or family close by, my one friend is pregnant we do keep in touch but it's a little hard to be around her often.
Is there anything anyone has done to help their mood in a similar situation? Thanks for reading!x