Hi everyone
I am feeling deeply sad after a very early miscarriage (following miscarriage last year).
I have a 7 yr old step son who I have a great relationship with and a husband who, normally, couldn’t be any more supportive if he tried.
At the moment I am really struggling with watching him have a relationship with his son. It is so hard and I feel angry and bitter that he isn’t doing that for our child. I don’t want to be around them together but my husband is worried it will have an impact on my step son if I don’t.
I Love our family, and when this pain isn’t happening to me I am happy. But I feel so confused about being angry with my husband for already having what I want and him not understanding that. I don’t feel resentful towards my step son but sometimes I feel deeply resentful of the relationship my husband has with him. I want that for OUR child as well.
I am well aware of how selfish I sound, how lucky I am to have what I do in the first place and that I miscarried so early.
I need to navigate my way out of this and cause minimal damage to everyone. Please help. Xx