Hi all,
I don't really know how I'm feeling but I'll try and write it as best I can.
Quick back story, I'm 26 and my fiancé is 35 I have severe pcos and we have been trying to conceive for 6 years, under a clinic for 3 and am now 3 weeks post ovarian drilling and will find out the next stages at the end of January.
Now, we all know it can be difficult to hear someone is pregnant when you're ttc but I've never really been upset per say just a sort of "damn I wish it was me" feeling. However, that changed a bit yesterday.
My mum has told me that she's pregnant, planned with her new fiancé.
I have such a range of emotions I'm so confused, I'm excited for my mum and to have another brother or sister but at the same time I'm so heartbroken and have some very selfish thoughts that if I do get pregnant in the next few months I have to share my possibly one experience with my own mum but at the same time I think it would be great and not many people get to go through pregnancy with their mum.
I'm so confused all these mixed feelings are making me exhausted and giving me a headache.
I suppose I'm looking for some reassurance, support or tough love ! Anything !! I've never been so confused in all my life !