So, so bored of this shit.
Cycle after cycle and left with nothing but bruises and a huge debt.
TTC #2. 1st was born from fresh IVF cycle, first time. Incredibly lucky, but after 5 years trying.
We moved private (so much £££!) and I naively thought it would be straightforward again. Frozen embryos, same batch, surely not that tricky?!
2nd cycle - buserelin sent me insane. Genuine thoughts of hurting myself and others. Voltoral before transfer left me on toilet with dodgy tummy for 12 hours and I ended up with absolutely nowt.
3rd cycle with new medication. Better but 5 meds taken 24 times a day. Leading to… A BIG FAT CHEMICAL PREGNANCY.
Aaaaaasarrrrrrrghhhhhhhh.
More admin. More bills. More pills. More jabs. More constant buzzing in the back of my head. More low level dull ache in my stomach.
I JUST WANT TO SCREAM!!!