Hi, I just started the process of egg collection for ICSI later on and was told that I had 18 follicles on my baseline scan which I was happy about as this seemed like a good number. However after taking the lowest protocol drugs (as I was told I wouldn't need the higher doses) for few days I've just been told that I've only got about 5-6 follicles and need to up my dose to help them mature as they are too small and that I'm now unlikely to get any more eggs than 5-6 from this cycle.
Am I wrong to feel slightly upset that so few follicles have matured on the protocol I was given compared to the number found on my baseline scan? I now feel like I should have been on the standard dose from the beginning and have now lost several eggs and put myself through all this as well as the cost when it could have potentially been avoided if I'd just been put on standard protocol in the first place? Am I overreacting? What has been peoples experience with the number of follicles/eggs collected compared to their baseline follicles? I am feeling quite upset as I don't have a lot of savings and feel like I just wasted thousands that I don't have to spare for another round. Would be grateful for any advice as this is my first rodeo so to speak!