I don't know how, DH has recently gone off sex. I think in our minds its become an impossibility that it would ever happen.
Yesterday I underwent an investigation under anaesthesia. They asked if I was pregnant. I laughed and said no way, I tried and tried for years, but I've given up any hope of any more children. I have one who's almost 14 but since having her I just couldn't get pregnant.
Last night I said to DH I was questioning it. I said it was really silly and this evening I went and bought a pregnancy test. Strange because I'm not feeling unwell or anything.
I'm a few days late, but I have pcos, so I'm often quite late anyway.
Here it is! Still pretty light, but I'm so happy. I'm used to sitting on the toilet crying and feeling stupid that its again negative and I hoped it wasn't.