I’m feeling blue today. I went in for transfer of frozen embryo yesterday. Whilst on the operating table I could sense there was some kind of problem. The doctor asked for some gas and air to be brought and said there was an issue with getting the tube through the cervix. So she attempted quite a few painful manoeuvres and I was getting upset then. And then she said let’s abandon this attempt, have a break and i’ll call the Consultant. When he arrived he tried on a few occasions too but said he was sorry, that we would have to abandon because the cervix was too tight and he couldn’t get the tube through it without doing damage to the neck of the womb, and he said that wouldn’t be a good environment to put an embryo back into. They aim for the least disruption to the womb as possible. I felt so sad and lost. I have had two previous transfers with no problem at all of this kind (one resulted in my toddler, the other was a BFN) so I don’t know why this cervix issue has now come up. I had gone to the clinic not even expecting this type of thing to be a problem. I thought sure, the embryo might not survive etc but it never even crossed my mind that getting it in there would be an issue.
I feel so sad. And now I’ve had to abruptly stop all the meds I feel a bit all over the place emotionally. And the loss of another £1500.
Has a similar thing happened to anyone else? Not sure what I’m looking for. Just a hand hold I think. Sending positive thoughts to all who are going through difficult times today on this journey.