Nothing anyone can do to help but just want to get this out to people that will hopefully understand.
I'm in the fertile window, we're both home in the evening at the right time ( I work nights) but husband had a headache last night, and has messaged saying he still has a headache. I try not to put the pressure on him by saying so just leave it when he's feeling bad but today I'm really upset, angry and feeling bitter and directing it towards him.
We're on the waiting list for IVF for unexplained after 5 years TTC and I feel so angry at him that even when we get to that stage I'm going to be the one that has to go through the most.
It's not fair on him cause the headaches are an ongoing thing that he's waiting for an appointment for ( bloody Covid) and he has quit smoking to help our chances.
I'm just so emotional today and need to get it out without upsetting him too.
Hoping that now I've got that out I'll feel better and stop feeling like a horrible person.