Im 10dp3dt and have BFN on every f8cking HPT available on the shelf.
3rd and last available cycle to us. Have BFPed both cycles before by now and cant accept that this has failed.
Its the end of the road for us. No more frozen embryos and due to husbands vasectomy there just isnt another way forward. He did a sperm aspiration that was absolutely horrific to retrieve what we did for these 3 cycles and I cant put him through that again.
Ive held back the tears because I knew that when they came they would not stop. And well... They have started. I just dont know how to imagine the rest of my life when I always had a picture of it having kids in it. Ive tried really hard to prepare myself for this disappointed and put on such a brave face but the tears are here and they just wont stop. I dont want my DH to feel any guilt but I know he does and that makes it worse. Devastated.