Firstly I hope this is not insensitive to post as I know some people are struggling to conceive a first baby.
I had unexplained infertility to conceive my first child and I finally conceived on round 4 of clomid 10 years ago after 28 months TTC. They queried PCOS as I have long cycles ranging usually in the 30s but sometimes they can be even longer. When my first child was 12 months old I TTC again and conceived naturally after 2 months. When my second child was 18 months I conceived my third child after 1 month TTC.
I suffered an early miscarriage of a twin pregnancy 3 years ago which was serious as I lost a lot of blood and the crash team were round me as blood pressure went so low.
Since the miscarriage I have been unable to conceive and I've started my period today and I'm so upset. Yes I'm so grateful for the children I have and realise I'm fortunate but I can't get rid of this strong feeling of one final child.
I'm 41 now so realise the odds are not in my favour. I've had fertility tests again which came back normal. They said my testosterone was initially slightly raised but when I had it retested they said it was within normal range. I've used ovulation tests which show I ovulate around the early 20s. I've tried reflexology, reiki and hypnotherapy and I've run out of hope.