I hope it's OK to post here in infertility.
TTC since I was 36 now 40 and I had two miscarriages- two years apart. I should have a two year old and three week old now.
I am feeling fed up, resentful and jealous of other mothers. I'm under consultant care for secondary infertility and recurrent miscarriage. and all the hormone levels are clear and husband mainly ok but needs morphology rechecking. Awaiting an hsg but delayed.
I'm fed up of temping and tracking and comparing graphs and trying to understand my cycle. I really want a baby but feel to old now.
I feel that I have aged a lot in the last year. My heart Is yearning for a baby and yet I feel my time has already run out.
Does any one have any advice both practical and emotional.