I am trying to stay positive but failing miserably at it... i hv unexplained fertility and was referred early this year to fertility clinic by NHS after 2 years of wait. This year i had fresh cycle which was cancelled due to OHSS and then had an FET which resulted in bfn.. i really dont know how this year went away waiting for appointments n results.. still nothing meaningful in hand ! Now i am waiting for bleed which if i have before 17 oct then i qualify for nov-dec cycle else i will be pushed to allow clinic to close for Christmas holiday. Things i felt went wrong so far are many like i being put on long protocol by clinic despite of PCO (not PCOS) resulting in OHSS..then moving into immediate FET without cooling off...FET was 5aa expanded to 5cd which is not great...dont know how long is my wait and when will be my right time when there are no mistakes... cant focus on work or personal life.. my mood is generally bad and irritated!! I know this is all my bad luck and no one else fault .. i am sick of my life rotating around ivf clinic with a hope which is such a gamble.. feel life is so unfair 😒