Just hiding out in my old bedroom at my parents. Stuck here for a few days as our car broke down and has to be fixed before we can leave. This summer I had a MMC following IVF following 5 years of TTC and unexplained secondary infertility. To say this has not been a great summer is somewhat of an understatement but it was bank hols and we had a nice day. Then in the evening my mum decided to tell me that as I was a mum it was a real shame that I wasn’t supporting my sister at the moment (she has a 9month old and is absolutely fine) and that my sister was missing out because I wasn’t talking babies with her. I tried to explain that I haven’t been able to do baby talk recently as it’s just too soon - have supported my sister all through her pregnancy and early months even though i was crying inside - but my mum still said it was a shame and I should support her. I’ve had one text from my sister this summer. So I’m sat in my room trying not to cry or get angry at my mum. She didn’t ask how I was. It’s so hard and I know the world goes on and I’m sure soon I will talk to my sister again but just feel like everyone just expects me to be okay now - it’s been 2 weeks. Not really after advice just needed a safe place to rant and say it’s unfair - I think it’s quite cathartic to write it down!