I'm so angry. And sad. And sorry for myself. Ttc #2 for almost 3 years, countless cps, one ivf cycle, 2 failed transfers. Losing hope.
I'm in the second of two 'break' months, while i had immune testing done, which were borderline so still no reason why the embryos won't stick.
10dpo this morning, new year's day, and got my (obviously expected) bfn. Then moments later dh tells me his mates wife is pregnant with their second. We were struggling when they announced their first, and we'll likely still be struggling when they deliver their second. I'm so fucking over this grief. And wish I could have had a few more hours of 2019 before being (second) baby bombed.
This is all so shit. Thanks for listening x