38th cycle, 18dpo, BFN :(

[AliceScarlett]

5th cycle of Clomid. I've pretty much given up hope, but not enough to not find this torturous. Just hurry up AF it's so unfair :(

Oh @AliceScarlett sending big hugs. It's shit and you shouldn't have to go through this x

Thank you X just what I needed to hear. Cramps now so hopefully it'll turn up soon.
I've got one cycle worth left but I'm considering not taking them. Not sure it is worth this.

19dpo, creamy CM, no AF signs, feel sick. WHY? ARGH.

Yes I am enjoying my pity party

It could be worth doing another test today? Maybe late implantation? I don't want to get your hopes up because I know how hard BFNs are on us mentally, but you're not out until AF shows up and I know I don't have the self restraint not to test every day x

20dpo, BFN. Freaked out and thought I saw a line but it wasn't there. DH really disappointed.
I fished the test out of the bin to shine a torch on it. A new low :(

That's negative isn't it

Sorry you’re going through this the test looks negative but I really really pray you get your BFP x

Thank you x

@AliceScarlett I'm gutted for you. Is there anything you and hubby can do today to take your mind off things momentarily? Going to IKEA every time we have a week off seems to help distract us - buy tat, spend time building it, argue about it being wonky, argue about where to put it, etc etc xx

I always hate having to walk through the kids section!
We are running down to Parkrun and will see a lot of friends there, the we're going for lunch, he's doing cross country and I'm cheering on. Then we will chill tonight, so it's a good day.
Think I'll ring the clinic on Monday if no AF, I've never just skipped one before.

Thank you for your help xx

@AliceScarlett ahh yes we also hurried through that section pretty quick last week and headed straight for the meatballs. Hope today is kind to you xx

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Thoughts?

That looks like a positive to me! Is that a fresh test or the one from the bin?

Fresh! 4 hour afternoon hold.

Does it matter that I changed the lighting with my photos app?!

Didn't attach

Oh it did.

@AliceScarlett I have literally every toe and finger crossed that this is your emerging BFP!!

Can you show the unedited photo? Have you tried a FRER too?

Test again in the morning and keep us posted. Fingers crossed for you.

Unedited, it doesn't show though, I've got the shitest phone.

Thank you everyone for responding. I know I just have to keep going. I'll frer in the morning.

Hm now I can still see something on the unedited photo! Was it taken within the time frame?

Fingers crossed !

Yeah it was that tiny line came up straightaway. But I reckon it is grey and not pink. Argh.