struggling

[ParkerH1]

I dont know what too write really I think I just needed too get it on paper etc.

My partner and I have been together almost four years and are due to be married in two years. I found out that the only way I can have my own family is through adoption, he has two grown children from a previous relationship. We have looked into different adoption agencies and gone too meetings. Now my partner has said that he doesnt want a child because he doesnt want to struggle or loose anything we already have money wise.
I have always wanted my own family and since meeting him we wanted to raise a child together and now after these years of looking into it and getting everything in place to adopt ie a 2 bed house etc I feel like i have lost all hope in having a family with him.
I dont know what to do nor do I expect anyone to be able to help

[bluemoonchances]

Don't want to read an run but you may get better advice on the adoption boards, as the people on there may have had similar experiences before their journey x