Before I start listing woes, I need to be clear I'm not in crisis or going to do anything silly. However, I am completely overwhelmed and I would really appreciate some cool-headed help.
DH (39) and I (35) have been TTC for over two years. I've never got pregnant. Unexplained infertility, but we can't get IVF on the NHS until we've been trying for three. I've had lots of tests, everything seems apparently fine, and the last one I haven't had is the Ovarian Reserve Test (AMH). For some reason I am terrified about that as if I don't have enough eggs I don't know what we'll do.
In addition to this, we moved house last year and have been living in basically one room for the last few months while we've been doing the place up – if we'd known we had such fertility problems, we may not have done. I have just gone back on anti-depressants as I've been quite miserable for a while ( I saw a lovely therapist for the last six months but it didn't get to the root) and my brain hasn't been letting me do any exercise. And last summer, I was diagnosed with binge eating disorder out of the blue, and so I have just started therapy for that. Oh, and last spring I went to the doctors for physio as my hips and legs were hurting, and it turns out I've got arthritist in my bloody knees. Hurrah!
I feel now like I'm continually firefighting things going wrong rather than being able to tackle everything that's going on, and I really, really want to get away from everything for a bit as otherwise I think I'm going to explode. DH is an absolutely LEGEND and I am so lucky to have him, but quite frankly, all of this is too much. I don't want to burden my friends, and a lot of friends and relatives are expecting babies at the moment too.
Sorry, this is such a load of stuff, and I know in the grand scheme of things it isn't important, but I would really appreciate some help. Thank you.
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Stras · 22/01/2018 09:55
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