I was born without a uterus. I've been always thinking that it's my destiny to live childless life. Many women live like this. So I didn't see problem in my situation. But everything changed, when I met a man, who gave me so much love and desire to become mother of his children. John, my husband, knows about my problem. I've never hided it from him. We're thinking about surrogacy a couple of years already. But prices in our country are very high. We considered India and thought to go there. There are many good stories of other couples in the Internet. And also their prices are much lower. But as you know India was closed for foreigners. A couple of months ago we decided to stop tearing ourselves and live happily together. In one word we decided to accept childless life. But how can I? I know how much he wants to have kids! And I want the same the most in the world! His sister gave birth to little princess last month. How he looks at her! He has tears in his eyes every time we come to his sister' house! And I'm crying all nights long because I feel so guilty. I know it isn't my fault I was born like this. But I can do nothing with my feelings and with the situation. I'm afraid he will leave me for another woman, who will give him kids. I know he loves me, but I think every man wants to have heirs. So I decided that I should do something! I found second job so I'll be able to save some money. I want to find as much info and details as I can and then I'll tell John about everything. That's why I need your help! Hope you'll advise me some good agencies/clinics/doctors etc. We are ready to go abroad!