I have been having ongoing infertility issues which my doctors have unfortunately not been able to figure out. It is an absolute disappointment for me. I have done hundreds of test in the last 6 years trying to find a way or the other to become a mother for once. I have prayed for it and cried for years. Different doctors, different ultrasounds...everything! :/ I look at my three older sisters and feel envious- they have healthy happy families and more than two kids. I play with them and even take them for baby sitting as it is something that makes me feel less depressed but as soon as they walk out my door my heart starts to burn out. I wish I had them as my babies.
But I have not got lucky enough. I wonder what it is. My ultrasounds seem perfect and so do all other tests. My husband is not infertile either. I wonder if we're both cursed or if I am cursed. My husband and I are constantly going out the way listening to what our doctors tell. But maybe I think We will never be lucky enough:(