Testing during the ivf 2ww - has anyone caved?

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Tomorrow will be Saturday and that will be 2 weeks since my trigger, so from what I know the hcg hormone will have definitely left me system.

I've been give home preg test by clinic and told not to test until next wednesday (16 days post egg collection). Had one embie put back day 5.

I was always really strong and have always waited for AF rather than poas. But the urge is killing me because I just keep wondering whether that little embie has clung on or not. When I left the hospital after ET I told myself under no circumstances should I test before that 16 day mark the hospital advised. I know dh would also kill me and not let me if he were involved.

Dreamt I had bfn last night and had little cry this morning and thought I could feel AF coming.

Please give me some strength to hold on. (or, and I probably shouldn't ask, but any early testing stories?)

I always tested about day 12 (bfns but my embryos were hopeless)

With a day 5 embryo where all other made it to blast you have an excellent chance. All ours packed up.
I'd probably use an early response test and test but I have no willpower either.

Thanks sleeping. I've read your other posts about your story. Sorry it hasn't worked out for you yet. x