I fucked up my cycle

[FuckedItUp]

Name changed for this.

Due my FET tomorrow morning. Realised today that I forgot my Progynova yesterday and it's all off, I have to start from the beginning again.

I am gutted. I can't stop crying. The medication has been horrible this time around and now I have to do it all again and it's all my own stupid fault.

Got no-one I can talk to, suppose I just want someone to pat me and 'there there'

Sorry to hear that it all sounds stressful on it's own without all the side effects etc, I can't offer any words of wisdom except take it easy on yourself you made a mistake you won't do it again, keep your chin up and start again on a positive note. You can't change what has happened and berating yourself serves no purpose except to stress yourself and I guess you have enough of that anyway.

Good luck for the next cycle. .

I can sympathize if it is any help. I just did a fresh IVF cycle. The instructions said to inject the trigger at a 45 degree angle. Never done this before (I have done IVF a few times now) but followed instructions dutifully. Well it hurt like hell pushing the needle in and the trigger didn't get under my skin and straight into my system because of this. So at egg collection last Fri, the eggs were all still stuck to the follicle wall and didn't come out with the flushing. The few that were retrieved were immature and I only got one mature egg that died before day 3.

I am really shitty at clinic for giving me these instructions. All instructions on internet say to inject at 45 degrees (like I do every other time and it works!). In my case, it meant that I got 1 mature egg from 8 mature follicles. If IVF never works again, I will be left forever left wondering if one of these eggs was the one? I totally get being geared up to have embryo transferred and now having to wait on the infertility roller coaster while you go through everything again. Hope my story helps in that in your case, your embryo is still there waiting for you so it won't change the outcome.

Oops, I mean all instructions on internet say to inject at 90 degrees.

So busy venting myself that I typed wrong.