And I apologise profusely. I used to be a nice, kind, thoughtful person. But since ttc I have become HORRIBLE. when I was in hospital having the second mc of last year, my best friend texted me a photo of her new baby. I know she meant nothing by it and it was just her excitement but I was so hurt that she had not thought that perhaps a text with name, weight might have been better than a photo.
Today another really good friend (who knows we have been trying and trying) has posted on fb that they are pg. I know I am being unreasonable but I am so hurt that she didn't think to text to say that they were having a baby - they are coming to stay next weekend.
Now, I realise that I sound like a right cow, but I'm really, really not. I used to get so excited when friends were pregnant. Now i resent them and wish that they would all think about us who are really struggling - I would think about them in the same situation. Does it ever end? Or am i totally abnormal in feeling this way?
i have tried giving myself a stern talking to - and believe me I thought I was doing well. But I am avoiding a friend's wedding because I know there will be babies there.
See? BAD BAD BAD PERSON. Can't tell my OH as he will just tut. Sorry, the need to offload was just too great. xx
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holls2000 · 06/02/2013 19:49
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