amber - What you say is fascinating. Have you read "The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-Time"? Is being a "visual aspie" like the the boy in this book seeing the word 'Christopher' as his father calls his name?
Let me explain at this point why I am asking all these questions - I have a "borderline Asperger's Syndrome" diagnosis, after a rather informal assessment done as an adult. The "borderline" bit is because I have learned by now the optimal behaviour/actions/words in social situations, can chit-chat, what not to say, how to say things so as not to piss people off. I first heard & read about AS in my late 20s and finally found an answer to why I think different. To go back to our initial point of disagreement - no, I don't see it as a disability at all, but a different 'software' in the brain, a better one in some ways.
I am fascinated by you saying not only that you believe in God (in itself rare in the AS world) but that you are Christian, meaning that you believe in the myths of Christianity with no proof other than hearsay. Chinese whispers, even. How do you do this?
It is also surprising to me that you say you "have faith" but then say you don't understand what "faith" means. We tend to be very literal and usually don't attribute abstract concepts to ourselves that we don't understand. For example, I don't really understand "empathy" and have never said "I empathise" in my life.
I think you are unique
Especially this last bit:
"My faith is built around things, people, actions, rules and practices. And around the beauty of the world around me and the caring of the people around me. I can reason that the universe is simply far too complicated to have created itself, and two thirds of the people on the planet believe that God exists in some form. That's a lot of people to all be deluded or mistaken. It's not the same as direct proof that God exists, but it is a rational belief."
That is not a "rational belief" at all! Human history is full of mass delusions - at one time, 99.9% of all people on the planet thought the Earth was flat so it is quite possible for 2/3 of humanity to be wrong.
The universe is indeed complicated and it might turn out that there was a single conscious entity who created it. But how do you go from "There is probably a God because universe is too complicated" to believing in all sorts of things just because the Church tells you so?