sophable - thanks for your statement of belief. I'm going to see how I compare.
"i believe in god, the other, the unspeakable that connects us all."
I know I don't believe in God - not quite sure what the rest of it is all about.
"I revel in the beauty of the mystic traditions of all the major world faiths."
I admire the beauty of their buildings, costumes, myths, ceremonies etc, without believing that a single word of it is true.
"I feel affinity with wiccan ideas of connection to nature and sex magick."
I don't really know what these are. If you can show me some "magick" maybe I'll like it.
"I go to a liberal and explicitly inclusive anglican church whose vicar is intelligent, and emphasises social justice and love."
I'm glad you like it.
I used to go to a reasonably inclusive anglican church whose vicar was a nice bloke, before i decided it wasn't really fair to keep coming any more because I didn't believe a word of it.
"I argue vociferously against bigotry wherever I find it and hate the evangelical right wing christians currently wasting the time and resources of the anglican church in focussing on their hatred of and wish to exclude gays from worship and adoption and everything else."
We agree! Hooray.
"I hate catholicism's focus on sin, guilt, satan and hell but enjoy it's emphasis on ritual and the female."
I've never liked catholicism much.
"I cannot abide dawkins and do consider him bigoted, fundamentalist and hatefilled. In this way aloha and edam he is indeed comparable to terrorists. I also speculate on the pathology behind his stance."
Isn't this as fundamentalist and hatefilled a response as you accuse him of having?
There is one HUGE difference between Richard Dawkins and a fundie theist. Dawkins has stated - again and again - that it is his job to keep asking QUESTIONS rather than just accepting everything at face value. He didn't reach his current viewpoint through any form of "faith". He has stated on numerous occasions that he would change it if offered convincing, compelling evidence to do so.
"Doubt is such a basic requirement for intelligent, thoughtful debate and is the foundation of faith."
And, indeed, he deals with this in "The God Delusion." You can never prove the "non-existence" of anything, from god to fairies to the invisible pink unicorn. What you do is look at the evidence and make a rational, adult, informed decision. I decided long ago that fairies didn't exist. I may doubt, but there's no point going through life worrying that they MIGHT, and that I'm doing the little winged darlings a gross injustice.
"I don't know where that puts me on this thread except depressed."
I'm sorry to hear that. I'm sure going to church will cheer you up. (I don't say that in a mean/sarky way, either.)