Still watching but just wanted to briefly talk about something while fresh in my mind.
Just to caveat before I do, this is not about evidence or testimony but rather an observation of behaviour.
This is the first bit of footage I have watched in which Reeva's injuries and the tradjectiries/order of bullets have been discussed by expert witnesses. The way the footage has been cut in regards to camera angles gives good opportunity to observe OP in the dock.
Given his history of puting face down in his hands while plugging his ears and getting very distressed to the point of vomiting I was struck with how he was sitting upright, head up, looking streight ahead with a passive face while they where talking about the way Reeva may have collapsed once she was struck with the first bullet.
I felt quite distressed and ill at the discription of Reeva's hip being, to quote 'blown apart' and then her right arm 'smashed' with bone puncturing through the skin, with an exit wound on the back of her arm being discribed as massive. The mental image it gave me of Reeva's last moments and the pain she must have suffered (although thankfully for only a brief time) greatly upset me so I was surprised given his emotional reactions to the very mention of guns at other times how passive his his reaction was. I thought that maybe given how much exposure he has now had that he has become more able to keep his reactions in check.
This passive reaction continued even when talk about the head wound, tissue and hair embedded in the toilet lid and wall began. His head bowed when a picture of the toilet including pools of blood was put up, then as the expert was tested a little on his version, he wasn't in trouble so much as that the evidence was more in favour of the State then the expert in regards to how Reeva fell and the order of bullets, that's when the fingers went in ears and the head fully down in his hands.
I am being completely subjective here but I personally found the evidence and language used in the run up to this point far more distressing, the language being used at the time his fingers went in his ears was quite mild really (if you can really say that in the context of this kind of thing) but the main difference was that OP blocked his senses when things went a little way against him.
As a lay(wo)man I found that interesting. I don't think you could use it in the context of thinking about his guilt or innocence (as much as OP can be innoset in this) but what I felt it indicated was that rather then a purely emotional reaction cause by the loss of Reeva, OPs blocking of his senses may have more to do with a sence of things not going his way, he can't bare to see or hear anything that is or could be viewed as negative to his chances of the result he desires. I wouldn't translate all of his emotionl responses in this way, I haven't viewed them all for a start. But on this occasion to me it looked more like a reaction to a loss of control, difficult question kind of thing when put in context with the preceding, equally as distressing language and images (when thinking about Reeva and her suffering).
I found the image of the four bullet hole probes pushed through the toilet door seen from the inside of the toilet very upsetting, it jarred me, there was something so, I don't know how discribe it, best I can come up with is threatening.
I'm still on the fence on the question of if he knew it was Reeva in the toilet. It feels like the evidence is weighted equally both ways.
However on the question 'did OP intend to shoot dead the person or persons he beloved to be on the other side of the toilet door' I do think that yes he did. I really can't see how he could have had any other intention, one, even two shots I could have believed that he intended either to scare or cause injery, I could have even seen up to two shots as an accident, an involuntary squeezing of the trigger in a state of high fear and adrenaline but four, and the spread of those four trajectories, I just can't see how that could have been either of those.
Back to watching now, when I have finished I may make a more relevant then this post as this one is all subjective opinion rather then analysis of the evidence and therefore carries no weight.
I am going to perversely, miss the trial when it's over. I have (I hate to use the word but I can't think of another) enjoyed using my analytical brain and really thinking through difficult and twisting problems. I have enjoyed these threads and the chance to share ideas and problem solve with like minded people. I have been fascinated with the insight into legal systems (oh why haven't I been called for jury duty, I wish you could volunteer!) the mechanics, semantics and theatrics of trying to obtain justice.
I hope the above will be read the way I intended, this trial is not entertainment, the death of Reeva is not something that has given me any kind pleasure or enjoyment. A man in the dock having all he has ever worked for slip from his grasp, facing the real chance of going into a jail system that fails those who pass through it, that is not something to be enjoyed. I do hope it is clear that it is the chance to apply my brain to a problem and use my skills of logical thinking that I shall miss.
I'm really going now!