Hi guys, I like to stay quiet but I don't know how to cope or how to understand more so how this is my fault. Had a home marriage in 2021 because I was pregnant. Before this providing everything after providing everything using my uc on the rent and bills buying all the stuff for baby to come till
Today and buying takeout paying for days out food shop and more. Always worrying and mentally drained from stressing myself about the kids and feeding them all day and dressing them and everything. First daughter is not his. I feel like he doesn't love her as much as he loves his 2 year old but they're sisters and she loves him so much. I'm drained and exhausted from doing everything and paying for everything having no time or energy to go to the gym and look after myself. Him moaning saying I'm fat I'll never change I used to be so skinny. He kept throwing the ball at me today I said stop it it hurts then he beat me up and I left a little scratch on his face but he beat my head in. Confused because then he says sorry and love bombs me