Ok - im an adult been on a billion planes before and as i said on other threads, jumped out of the things a few miles high but this is a real scarey day abd the fear is getting worse.
A few years ago, dp, dd and i went to cyprus and had the most awful flight - one of the engines failed and we dropped a good few thousand feet. The turbulance was terrible and everyone on the flight was clearly petrified as no one spoke for nearly the whole journey - even cabin crew were seated for the majority. On the way back - same thing except storms at manchester meant we skidded off runway etc, they closed the airport after our flight. The year later i was scared, the year after, i flew friday 13th and sobbed all the way there. And today, me and my dd go to stay with my brother in spain, we will be on that flight on our own, just the two of us. Im so god almighty scared. Ive just had the most awful nightmares about someone hurting my dd and im in a real state. How do i get through this today, i honestly think i would rather cancel than get on that plane.....