For a year to oz and nz
I feel worried and lost and also stupid for feeling like this
I am hoping she has a fabulous time but also selfishly I want her to come home and not meet anyone and want to settle down so far away
It seems such a looooooong time to be away and I will miss her so much
I need to man up and get on with it but never believed it would be so hard to let go
Not sure why I'm posting, just to let it out and feel better about missing her so much when she's only been gone just over 2 hours!