Hi all,
not sure where to post this, but higher education is relevant.
So basically I feel a bit stuck. I’m 31 with a degree in a humanities subject and I graduated 7 years ago from a RG uni with a 2:2. Since I left uni life pretty much went south: depression, anxiety and a recent ADHD diagnosis.To this day I’ve still not found a graduate job and for the last three years I’ve found myself working nights at a company I hate in an industry I have no interest in, but I’m stuck.
I guess the biggest issue is I still have no idea what I want to do as a career. I tried teaching and had a breakdown and never went back into it. I didn’t dislike teaching so much, but I absolutely cannot tolerate the behaviour of teenagers these days. I thought we were bad in school, but today it’s chaos.
I’d love to go back to uni and obtain a masters either in history, IR, but I’m too worried I’ll just end up in the same position one year later. I’ve also considered the idea of town planning and that does seem really interesting to me, but then I’d be sad I can’t do a masters in a subject I love. I’ve seen so many people do humanities degrees and end up in good jobs but I genuinely have no idea how they even found those jobs or even made it apply to them with no experience.
The longer this goes on the worse my mental health gets. I’m from a working class background and it’s really upsetting to basically be in the same situation I was as a teenager, only now I have less time to plan for my future because I work constant nights because I need the money to pay rent. I just feel like a massive failure and tbh the last few years I’ve avoided so many people because I can’t take the embarrassment when they bring up that I went to uni and then I have to explain I’m doing a job I could have done the moment I left school.
Has anyone got any experience in this? Any advice would be appreciated. (Let me know if there’s a better sub to post this on, I’m new).
Thank you