As some of you know im currently going through another misscarriage, i have been finding it really difficult to cope just latley. it was a missed one ans the bleeding started yesterday but my hormones seem to have gone crazy, im having terrible mood swings.
One minute im happy and ahving fun, the next i cant stop crying and thinking about it.
I tried to put on a brave face with dp when i found out and told him what had happened and that i was ok with it as it was early ect, but its all suddenly caught up with me and tonight i just snapped! i broke down in tears because i spilt curry on my new top! i just started rambling about how unfair it is that my baby died and how crap my body must be to keep doing this to m and how im a good person and dont feel i deserve it. Dp thankfully is very supportive but now i just cant stop crying on and off. these mood swings have been going on for the last week alnog with, spots, headaches, constant tiredness. i have been coping untill tongiht, i had a lovley morning and afternoon but now i feel as if i just cant cope. im manging to stay calm and happy in front of ds for his sake. please tell me this will get better and is there anything i can do to speed up my hormones settling?