OK Ive not had this for a while but it happened last night:
I fell asleep (I think) then DD woke up, so I went into her room and settled her. Got back into bed and tried to go back to sleep.
Next thing I know Im awake and staring at the ceiling, I feel scared but dont know why. Then I hear DD crying again, go to get up but realise I cant move. Start thinking to myself 'this is just a dream, Ill be fine'. But then start to hear different noises, cant exactly remember every detail but defiantly banging and then I heard my DP saying 'its raining outside'.
I had this feeling before so tried not to panic. I stayed calm and tried slowly to move my arms. I managed to move and grab my DP on his leg, I squeezed him softly as I didnt really want to wake him. I eventually came round and realised I had been grabbing myself.
Once I was awake I kept almost dropping back into it. Black would flash across my mind and every time I almost nodded off I could feel myself slipping back into not being able to move. I had to stay awake for about an hour before I felt comfortable to go back to sleep.
On other occasions Ive felt like I was wide awake and someone was trying to pull me from my bed.
Ive never had visions of ghosts or monsters or anything like that. Its always normal things that scare me when Im in this state.
Any advice or if anyone else has experienced this I would be grateful if you shared your stories.