I have had depression for 3 years and my problems are usually attributed to that but I often wonder if they are down to something else. They seem so unrelated but I just don't know. Does anyone have any thoughts?
I can usually get through the week but by the weekend I am sooo tired. It's so hard to get up, my body doesn't want to move and I can barely stay awake during the day. Sometimes my fingers don't move well enough to type properly.
Sleep doesn't make me feel better. I used to have insomnia but even when that is under control, I feel exhausted and can sleep for 12 - 16 hrs.
I often have aching joints, mainly my fingers and hips to the point where I sort of limp when I walk. They don't swell and my doctor seemed a bit baffled.
I have great difficulty concentrating and articulating - my DC (4) finishes my sentences for me because I cannot find the words or remember what I was going to say
Other random things that may well be just the way I am:
I can't walk in straight line, am quite clumsy and drop stuff or fall/ trip for no reason. I have nightmares about this.
I am often too hot/ too cold - it's not consistent which.
I am very sensitive to light and always wear sunglasses whether it s sunny or not. My eyes hurt if I don't but people have commented and taken the piss a bit I have a slight astigmatism so it could be related to that.
This is probably all perfectly normal, I just feel like there are so many little things that I can't fix. I don't feel like my usual sparkly self but this is probably due to tiredness and depression.