up until recently when i had a fit i would just have absence and sometimes have more serious ones where i fall over hurt myself /bite insides of my mouth i take tegretol retard and topirimate and for the last 2/3 months i,ve been wakened during night sometimes with strange feeling which is like my warning sign. then i,m aware i,m thrashing about in bed and my hearts racing theres nothing i can do but let this pass i can,t bring myself out of it its very upsetting when i,m thrashing about its almost as if i,m watching someone else having a full blown convulsion am i crazy ? i,m under alot of stress just now i know thats a trigger for my epilepsy but its so hard being a lonely single parent to a 3 yr old boy !! any advice appreciated