I am slightly nervous about posting this because I'm sure I sound like a complete nutter. However post I shall because this has been at the back of my mind for some time and I'm not sure how to address it.
Can I ask about symptoms of ME/CFS? I am an utter hypochondriac so I may well be overanalysing this... but...
I struggle with exercise because it makes me so goddam tired. I did 10 mins yesterday on my stepper and today I am exhausted. Despite a good night's sleep I can barely keep my eyes open today. I have tried three or four times over the last couple of years to increase my activity levels but always have the same exhaustion afterwards. I have kept the exercise up for a couple of months or longer but it never got any easier. It's supposed to get easier isn't it? I thought exercising was supposed to raise energy levels . I have always given up the exercise because the exhaustion has driven my depression. If I don't exercise, I don't get so very tired, and the depression is far easier to manage.
However, I am overweight. Obese. Would that make a difference do you think? Perhaps the exhaustion is a side effect of a fat person moving more than usual.
I am forever convincing myself that my health problems are all in my mind (IBS in particular, also generalised shoulder pain and lower back pain and nerve problems in my left leg). Am I just convincing myself I might have some kind of mild CFS, am I just desperately looking for a label?
I know I can google for symptoms but I would prefer to ask someone who has lived with CFS so as to get an idea of how debilitating it is and whether I am overegging things.
TIA