When I was first diagnosed with functional gut disorders (IBS and functional dyspepsia) almost 30 years ago I always had hope that things would get better the older I got but sadly that just hasn’t been the case.
Despite endless tests nothing has been found and after many years as her patient my gastroenterologist has now discharged me.
Things really aren’t improving as I age at all, in fact perimenopause and life’s stresses at this age have exacerbated everything.
I find it so deeply depressing that despite spending all my spare money on private doctors and tests, endless dietitians/nutritionists appointments, all kinds of supplements and foods/diets, CBT therapy, hypnosis, counselling (you name it, I’ve probably tried it), I am worse now than I’ve ever been. I only work 8 hours a week these days because of my issues which leaves me tight with money and even more low.
Because all tests are clear no one really takes this seriously yet my days are dominated by intermittent symptoms throughout the day- horrible nausea, burping, bloating, lots of uncomfortable gas, gurglings, feeling horrible after eating and therefore not enjoying food one little bit, and a very unpredictable bowel which means I could need the toilet at a moments notice or can flip the other way and struggle. I also seem to have developed a strong gastro colic reflex so can sometimes need the loo soon after eating which makes eating out with family and friends a nightmare.
I feel that I treat my body kindly, I am slim, I exercise, get 8 hours of sleep every night, drink only water, follow a careful diet by avoiding all my known triggers (dairy, wheat/gluten, certain gas forming foods and all low fodmap). I am very careful with my fibre intake also because the slightest increase has me dashing to the loo, same with fat/greasy foods and artificial sweeteners. I’ve kept a food and symptom diary for years and can’t really see many connections or patterns to how my body reacts every day.
No doctor will look at me in a holistic way, will not look at my other issues and connect any dots, I often wonder if my issues may be connected. I’m always utterly exhausted, blood tests are all within range and ‘normal’ so maybe the tiredness is more psychological? I was diagnosed last year, at the age of 52 with inattentive adhd but have not really looked into this much everyone I’ve told have just rolled their eyes and said everyone seems to have adhd these days so I’m kind of embarrassed about it all tbh and as a consequence I’ve shelved my thoughts on this and kind of wish I’d not bothered with the assessment. I did try adhd medication but as usual it made my digestive system worse than usual. I’ve tried endless antidepressants but they all upset me, I’m currently on low dose Nortriptyline but it’s far from ideal for me.
The only thing that I’m clinging on to some hope over is the fact I have had gyane issues most of my adult life and was diagnosed with adenomyosis a few years ago. My uterus is also very retroverted and my latest mri looks (to my very untrained eye) as though it sits on my lower bowel and I’m wondering if this could be causing any issues? (Happy to upload the image if anyone could give me their opinion?). I’m due a hysterectomy in a few months and am living in hope it may help but I’m dreading the surgery so not too optimistic about it all, my gyane won’t even discuss my digestive woes, he says they have nothing to do with my gynae issues?!
Sorry for such long ramblings but I wonder if anyone could relate and if they ever got over this (physically or mentally).