TLDR: my long-standing angina has ramped up recently and I can't decide whether to go on holiday next week.
Long version: I have had angina for 6 years. An underlying cause hasn't been found, and until recently it's only occurred on exertion and GTN spray has sorted it, so has been manageable.
Since the beginning of April it has got much worse. Pretty much continuous feeling of pressure in my chest and throat and sometimes quite severe pain. I know it is exacerbated by stress. I have had several ECGs but no other tests so far. I am on low-dose beta blockers which don't seem to be helping. I can't walk far without it worsening and it can take hours to subside.
I have an appointment at a "rapid access" (joke - it's been a 6 week wait) chest pain clinic in 2 weeks, but meanwhile am supposed to be going on holiday on my own on Monday. It's a straightforward trip - European country, short flight, easy transfer, beach side hotel, nothing to do but enjoy the sun - but I'm really worried about going. I'm worried about the pain, not being able to walk, skulking in my room desperate to get home and possibly having to access medical help in a foreign country where I don't speak the language.
My chest is tightening up as I type this. Should I go?