Ridiculous seeing that it’s my 3rd one but in some ways that makes it worse as I know what to expect.
With both previous scopes (one 20 years ago and another in 2019) I opted for the throat spray as I will do again on Friday. I opt for this as I absolutely hate the feeling of sedation (actually makes me panic more as I hate feeling spaced out) and I hate hospitals so will want to leave as soon as possible.
The thing is, the last time back in 2019 the chocking sensation which comes when they push the scope down your oesophagus made me panic so much and my heart rate went up to 150. How can I stop myself from chocking so much?
Obviously I’ll tell them about my fears and previous experiences when I arrive but just wondered if anyone else had this procedure with just the throat spray?
I’m under a lot of stress at the moment and just can’t think rationally.