Good morning
I've NC for this but been around on here for a while.
I've had a text through to book a nhs health check at my doctors surgery (I'm 42) and I am so scared of going! I'm totally ashamed to admit that since around 2015 I haven't looked after myself at all and become overwhelmed with everything..I'm now obese and extremely depressed and anxious. (Doctor knows about my mh issues and I'm on medication).
I've booked the test for tomorrow as I know they will definitely tell me I need to make changes and I know this will be a catalyst for me to finally do so. I'm about 80% terrified of going and facing up to my weight issues and then 20% excited that this will spur me on to a new beginning and fresh start.
I've been brushing my problems under the carpet for so long that I feel very vulnerable with them laid bare and open for discussion (if you see what I mean).
Sorry for the rambling post....has anyone had one of these tests and was it scary?
Thank you