Just feeling sorry for myself and wanting a handhold / people who've had similar I think.
Long standing cyst on head, abput 1.5-2cm so fairly big, thinking of removal but then suddenly decided to swell and got tender a month ago, then (gross) burst. It spent a week oozing / bleeding and is now about 40% scabs. Occasionally still oozes. GPs useless, loads of antibiotics but maybe inflamed and not infected as swab negative. They said had to settle before could be removed, very distressing as was no sign of it settling and now over 2cm, so got private dermatologist appointment (different guy to my usual as usual one on leave) who said nonsense, can remove, just might be a bit more involved and trickier recovery. Made it all sound horrible. He also mentioned possibly not benign which completely threw me as every GP and my usual dermatologist all very confident was benign (and usual dermatologist saw it at the swollen stage).
Anyway. Have to wait a month for removal even privately and in meantime the grimness of it, difficulty washing hair or managing to cover it, waking up with gunk in my hair, and worrying about the op and consequences is getting me down.
Anyone had similar can tell me it'll be ok?! Part of me is terrified its really serious and part of me is its just an inflamed cyst,minor operation to remove, not a big deal in say 3m time.